I want you to be happy, yes.
I want you to experience fulfillment - but not always:
I want you to have just enough pain to keep you human.
Just enough hurt to keep you humble.
I want you have a hunger for ultimate satisfaction.
I want your heart to yearn for truth with a desire so great that it burns within your soul.
I want you to be consumed with One that is not of yourself. 
oh love, I want so much more for you than merely a happy life.